always

you just keep on growing
when the winds come, the ice forms
you just keep on growing

wildly

thrash your arms about
look at yourself
smile

lost in invisible eyes

i dont remember you
but i remember how i felt
i remember the rush
and your touch
i dont remember what we said
but i know id say it all again

searching for you in the crowd
though i could never find you
listening for your voice
though i dont know the tone

dying for the lost connection
with the boy i never knew
hoping for some realization
when i come face to face with you

the one i cant remember
and cant seem to forget
no memento of your existence
except my heavy hearts persistence

im too strong for you

i started to miss you
needed to see your face
started to need you
more than my mind could contain

lying down and thinking
of everything we are
got me thinking that i'm taking this
a little bit too far

because im too strong for you
im too strong for you
you're whizzing past at one hundred miles
and i slow down to catch your smile
like a lovestruck fool
no i dont need you

nothing changed between us
we followed what we said
but i can feel your body
trapped inside my head

im back to where i started
deathly afraid and so alive
but i promised i'd never get this way again
so i guess this is goodbye

because im too strong for you
and im too good for this
this thinking "maybe, someday baby
things will change and im not crazy"

but they wont
and i am
its not your fault
you just stuck to the plan

im going insane

not knowing is killing me

and history repeats itself

i'm not needy
i just need you

i feel it happening

and you promised that it wouldnt.

fall

 people write songs about girls like you

all night

no sleep... just low blood sugar and unsafe amounts of sweating

a new chapter

in twelve hours it's tomorrow
and then today is in the past

the lost song

missing you
needing you
comes as natural as breathing
pleading
don't forget me

i'm floating six feet above ground
i don't have you here to hold me down

cry, cry for me
promise me you'll cry and cry for me
why, why do we
turn this croc into a kitten
and pretend we wont get bitten

and when we do
tell me that you miss me
as much as i miss you