i refuse to be anything but perfect.

i've lost 5lbs this week. that isn't enough. cutting back even more.

goals

i'm going to be beautiful.
i'm going to lose weight. a lot of it. quickly. unhealthily. satisfyingly.
i'm going to be everything that everyone wants.
including you.

plotting

i'm back
i'm inserting myself into your friends lives
i'm inviting them to parties
i'm going to be everywhere you turn
you won't be able to run from my name

i'm not letting you forget about me

still about you

i say that i wouldn't but i don't know how true that is