Thursday, July 17, 2014

i don't want to be single right now

waiting for a call
searching for a look
dreaming of the day
you'll come

trying to play it cool
not waiting around
but it feels like i'm dying

isn't there somebody out there
someone who's perfect for me?

alone again tonight
thought i was doing alright
but somehow my heart won't stop hurting
somehow my mind won't stop searching

i don't think i'll ever find him

but i need someone else to get you out of my head

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Sunday, June 8, 2014


i'm going to be beautiful.
i'm going to lose weight. a lot of it. quickly. unhealthily. satisfyingly.
i'm going to be everything that everyone wants.
including you.


i'm back
i'm inserting myself into your friends lives
i'm inviting them to parties
i'm going to be everywhere you turn
you won't be able to run from my name

i'm not letting you forget about me

still about you

i say that i wouldn't but i don't know how true that is