i'll never forgive myself

for letting you go

don't let their words fool you,

you're still alone.

that is all

a girl that hates when i do well
a roommate i don't talk to
and a snake lady from a different timezone.

and so it begins

fuck you for not asking
for forgetting
for not caring
for being a hypocrite
you call me out constantly
and then turn around and do the same thing
fuck you
i can't believe you.
you think it's ok and you won't apologize
so i'll do this alone
i don't need your help and i refuse to ask for it
fuck you.

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10 years ago

10 years baby

blinded by the truth
blinded by the tears
blinded by the lies
blinded by the years
but mostly just blinded by retinopathy.

Never good enough

She tried her best.