Monday, March 23, 2015

Not even sad

All that time
And I was blind
Gone without a trace
Another mistake

Friday, March 6, 2015

12 3 6

I'm back to midnight nightmares
And needles set at three
Waking up not knowing
What's happening to me

Each blink I see their faces
Hear their voices, see their lights
Coming to my rescue
In the middle of the night

I'm back to that uncertainty
That torturous unknowing
If today will be the day
That I'll finally be going

And so I'll lie there
Wide awake
My breathing ever slow
Waiting for the moment when
I fall asleep and then go low

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

Goodbye Hilary Duff

Back to basics

You and I

Your touch says wherever and your eyes say forever


I don't think we'll last a week
Passed your gone away
Your love's one sided, were divided
I'm afraid to say

When something isn't right with you
We listen and advise
But when I need a tender look
You avert your eyes

Monday, March 2, 2015


being able to say exactly what i'm thinking without having to censor myself or make it sound prettier because i know you won't judge me is the most freeing feeling in the world. 

i've never been so honest before and i love it.


the thought of us ever being apart is devastating