Sunday, September 23, 2012

If only I could stop crying long enough to hit send


I can't stop crying because a month ago today you stopped caring about me. I thought that forgetting about me would be hard for you, but I've finally realized that it isn't. I wish with all my heart that I could be the daughter that you always wanted, but I don't know what she looks like. Everything I've done up to this point in my life, was done in hopes of making you proud of me, and my heart is broken knowing that you never will be. I'm so tired of not being good enough. I wish you loved me.