Egypt

"We will not be silenced, whether you're a Christian, whether you're a Muslim, whether you're an atheist, you will demand your goddamn rights, and we will have our rights, one way or the other! We will never be silenced!" 
- Egyptian Protester

It brought tears to my eyes.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThvBJMzmSZI&feature=player_embedded#

jan 19 at 10:40 pm

i see your face
not far away
a steady pace
and the fear sets in

the space is shrinking
between my body and yours
the distance seeps into every pore
and the fear sets in

step by step
heart rate increases
words shatter into a million pieces
as the fear sets in

you look my way
and then you keep looking
the force of your gaze
leaves me paralyzed for days

turquoise and addicting

everytime i close my eyes, i see yours

looking up

you walked inside the crowded room
i met your eyes; what more to lose?
i'd already lost my mind
my heart was next in line

i looked at you through blackened lashes
saw your soul and turned to ashes

your smile lit the room
though we were stranded in the gloom
of times before, that didn't happen

i looked at you through blackened lashes
saw your soul and turned to ashes

you kept my gaze
and i kept yours
just a boy and just a girl

i looked at you through blackened lashes
saw your soul and turned to ashes
you took a breath, i saw you decide
and then you dove into my eyes

Almost Lover- A Fine Frenzy

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot try the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?

stick a little white card on me, i'm reserved for you

i can see blue skies
under which my demise
sits waiting patiently for me
to fall all over myself again

i'll run forward
recklessly hopeful
faithfully stumble
and rebreak my heart on the lawn

i'll lay there
til sunset
unmoving, unbreathing
my whole being weakening

and your tears prick my eyes
under midnight skies
find the ocean that's just there for you

FRIEND

hey FRIEND
how are ya FRIEND

FRIENDFRIENDFRIENDFRIENDFRIENDFRIEND

why do i still have these butterflies?

you were there

and i was acutely aware of your smile in the front row

more of you by mozella

Every little thing that you do

Every single word you say

Every time you looking away

You got me begging for more of you, more of you

Every time I'm ready to go

Every time I think I'm back in control

Something gets a hold of my soul

And I be begging for more of you, more of you

the fear

i see your face
not far away
a steady pace
and the fear sets in

the space is shrinking
between my body and yours
the distance seeps into every pore
and the fear sets in

step by step
heart rate increases
words shatter into a million pieces
as the fear sets in

you look my way
and then you keep looking
the force of your gaze
leaves me paralyzed for days

peeps?

Hi BOY

I heard things ended with the Little One. That sucks. I hope you're doing ok. And I'm not just saying that, I know how you're feeling, I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Especially you. But it'll all be ok, don't worry.

We've been speaking more lately. Well, not speaking, but joking on facebook. I've really enjoyed it. Through all the heartbreak and fiery hatred, I always forget how much I actually enjoy talking to you. I think we should be friends. And I know what that means for me. It means heartbreak and fiery hatred. But I like you, as a person, and I want to be friends with you. I don't care that my feelings aren't reciprocated. No, that's a lie, I do care, but I can manage. I don't expect anything anymore. But I like talking to you. When track finally comes, it's going to be fun hanging out all the time. I was nervous before, nervous I'd fall for you all over again, but I'm not now. I'm going to contain myself this time. I'll treat you as a friend, regardless of how I feel.

So, Boy, let's be friends, ok? None of this "heartbreak" bullshit. We are two people who get along, who like each other, and who have fun joking around with each other. Let's focus on that, instead of muddling it with overdramatic high school love.

Sincerely
insulin chick.

P.S. But if you do realize your feelings for me, please don't hesitate to voice them.

So Long 2 U by Beautiful Small Machines

Oh, now
Cried and cried
As though a sea of tears could somehow float you to my side
One learns
To lose
When choices are between two things that one would never choose





I wish a sea of tears could somehow float you to my side.

heart break, mistakes

you made your choice
and i can't say anything
she's got you now
and i can't do anything

she's perfect
she's flawless
she's all that i'm not
but she'll break your heart

i'd keep you forever
you'd always be mine
i'd love and i'd treasure you
all of the time

and she'll only, she'll only break your heart

and i'll be there
when she leaves
a shoulder to cry on
when your heart only grieves

no intent, no motives
my heart not in mind
i'll be there for you
when she makes you cry

i'll be there for you
i'll be here forever

i'll nurture your heart, make you feel better
and you'll run off to the next girl
and i'll be here, when she breaks your heart

LOW

hey kittens,

i just went on my first run of 2011... i know, i skipped a month of excerise, and im feeling it in my calves.
heres my issue though. im all pumped, exerting my muscles, singing cee-low's fuck you while giving an image of the boy the middle finger, having a grand time. after my half hour, i test......2.1.....kool.

Hi My Name Is Diabetes: When You're Up, I Bring You Down!

......................................but suck it bitch. im an athlete and i persevere. ill suck down my oj, and ill fuck you all over again bright and early with a quick jog.

love your slightly out of shape gazelle

polka dot shorts

i don't need a husband, i'm growing old with you

subconscious lifestyle choice

it's not that i don't want to move on
i do, and i'm trying
but moving on means changing so much of myself
stopping thoughts that have been in my head for years
it's such a huge change
and it's hard

yoh sup

every time i turn around
i see a bit of you
every time i look back
all i see is you

you're written on my windows
you're written on my walls
you've written on my pages
you've written on it all

there's no denying all those feelings
they're written on my face
you drip from every word
too many to erase

but acceptance's near impossible
and refusal leaves me cold
so i'll stay stranded in the middle
of moving on and waiting still

rebreak

you're just as cute as i remember
you're just as sweet as way back then
but it took me back to last december
when you left me hanging by a thread

your smile hasn't changed a little
it still sets off fireworks inside
but it took me back to last december
when your smile made me cry

i've not forgotten all that happened
that my heart was broke in two
i've not forgotten all the late nights
i've spent crying over you

i won't wait around again
i'm as good as gone
i hope that when you see me
you regret it all

back to the future

i'm time travelling
i'm leaving where i am, now
im in a different town, with a different name
a different smile, a different face
keep my eyes locked on tomorrow
watching as tomorrow goes
but today
todays today
today is yesterdays tomorrow
can't let it get away
todays today
and i cant forget that

Mozella- Four Leaf Clover

For once in my life I'm gonna get it right

I want long stemmed roses and a kiss goodnight

I'm gonna know how it feels when the stars align

You'll be my four leaf clover, and we'll start over

i just meant no, not you're not my bro

why are you dead set
on ruining, everything we've ever had
we've ever had
why are you dead set
on taking away, the brighter days
the brighter days we've had

don't, don't go, don't go, don't go away yet
i'm not done with you yet