all i want is independance
but thats impossible for me
and im stuck with this dependance
while all i want is to be free
of the tubes, of the checks
of the noose around my neck
of the pain, of the stress
of this life i call a mess
i want to leave at five in the morning
just to show myself i can
i want to tear it off and throw it out
and make some room for someone else
but its packed inside my head
no room left beside this shit
and you're great, you're amazing
but i can't let you in
i cry about being lonely
but these tears are self-inflicted
i dont need anyone to help me
i just want to be set free
of the tubes, of the checks
of the noose around my neck
of the pain, of the stress
of this life i call a mess
i just want to be alone forever
alone inside my head
because i'm the only one who understands me
and i dont need to depenend
on anyone else, ever
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