I JUST WANT TO GET MY PUPPIES

I know, the every fiber of my being, that those puppies will make me happier than any person ever can.
And knowing that that happiness is so close and yet so unattainable at the moment is killing me.
My kitten provides me with so much happiness, she's the only thing that can make me smile despite my best efforts to cry.
Two dogs will do everything for me. I can them take everywhere on hikes and keep me active, sit on patios with, companions for camping, make me feel safe at night, give me something to sob into, hugs and kisses, goofiness and playfulness.... I seriously can't imagine how endlessly happy they will make me.

I want to graduate and get a job for the sole purpose of getting my dogs.