That yet again you're going away when I need you
But I can't say anything
Or you'll think I'm controlling
It makes me not want to hear your input
What I chose to do this weekend doesn't affect you whatsoever
I don't care that you think I need to see a doctor
Because you're leaving so I can't help but feel like your opinion is invalid
I thought I would start to feel better this weekend
But instead I will be left behind, scared and alone.
I can't stop thinking of what could happen if I try driving and something happens, or if the pain gets even worse and I'm unable to help myself. I am so utterly afraid of being alone right now.
And it's making me resentful... But I don't know if it's ok for me to feel this way.