Dylan, I still love you.
My heart breaks all over again every morning that I wake up without you.
It kills me that I am nothing to you and there is nothing I wouldn't do to wake up in your arms again.
But I know that will never happen.
I'm doing my best to build my walls as high as possible.
All I want to do is hide alone behind all of my walls.
I don't think I'm ready for this new guy, but I refuse to let him go because I need to feel like I'm OK.
I'm invisible to you and yet I miss you so desperately.